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Jealousyi love you so much
but you make me so crazy
maybe it's just my jealousy
but i don't know if i wanna
deal with this all over again.
maybe i could try and change
but it's so hard to do
this is the way i am
i don't know what to do
i just wanna feel the way i do
when it's me and you
without a care
without anyone else there....

JealousyYou don't know what you do to me.
You don't know how you make me feel.
I've known you two seconds and I despise the man at your side.

Jealousy!
Oh we meet again.
Jealousy!
Listen to my heart begin.
Watch my blood boil.

Fuck it if I knew this was coming.
Watching him rub your thighs.
Controlling my sudden urge to hide.
I know you realize i'm watching you.

You fell asleep on me last night.
I thought you'd finally come 'round.
Guess I was fooled again.

Instances running through my head.
Wonder what good this is for.

OH!
This is not the end.

Jealousy!
Listen to me groan.
Jealousy!
I've been watching you on your throne.
Dict

GoodbyeAlthough you are one of my best friends, and I do love you so,
I know we may never speak again, thats terrible to know.

I remember good times, that we shared together,
the jokes we shared, times we cried, that may be gone forever.

The times when you were there for me, stood by me every step,
and the times when I stood by you, when you needed help.

All things they must come to an end, although I don't know why,
the only thing I can say, is goodbye, my friend, goodbye.

Past Present FutureFollowing you everywhere I can never be erased.
Like a family member I can never be replaced.

I cannot be seen no matter how hard you try.
I am what made you, you. I will make you fly.

The back of your mind is to where I can be traced.
Into the depths of your heart is where I am placed.

Just like your legacy i will never die.
Follow your dreams and you will reach the sky.

I am your past, I am your future.
I was your then, I'll be your later.
I am your here, I am your now.

CheatedIt Feels Like...
A Stab At The Heart.
I Can't Believe...
What I Just Found Out.
I Thought She Loved Me...
But I Guess Not!
I Don't Know...
What To Expect.
Not Sure,
What To Believe.
Wanting To Know
The TRUTH!
But Who To Ask?

Your FaceYour face it haunts
Every step I take
Taunting, ever taunting
I try to forget
I try to drown the pain
But no vice will ever repair
The broken part of me
You left behind
Did you look back?
Did you think of me?
I thought of you
You consumed me
Until all I could do was scream
I never loved you
All you brought was pain
I know I will survive
But there is still your face
Your voice
Your breath
I want to run
I want to hide
But there is no escape
I turn and you're there
You always are
I close my eyes
And start to drift
I close my eyes
I close my eyes
So tired
So tired of you
I open my eyes
And the hope is there
I hang

I Dream, You Dream

Come pray with me for eternal bliss
Of laughter in dreams, and love's first kiss
To hope for days of everlasting sun
Of a bright new world that has just begun
Back in time when all was clear
A world without ego, judgment or fear
Unlocked doors and pleasures of purest simplicity
Of love between Them and Us and You and Me

I laugh, a nervous laugh, a dream I know
Of hidden complexities too scared to show
I guess somewhere, somehow, it once was
Shed with tears of memories, all but lost
Resurrect me not when I am gone, to keep me with you still
Hold me now, to your heart, until you've had yo

ill-fitting hearts."Do you know why she's dying?"

"Do you?"

"Because I broke her heart. God, I feel so fucking bad about that."

"No she's stronger than most I know. She's dying because you told her to."

"What? No, that doesn't even make sense."

"Think about it. She would do anything, for you."

-

You were nineteen and fell for the girl with the ballet toes and unreliable heart. You were a robot, programed to say her name every time you were asked a question. And when you urged your feelings to a breaking point, you found her standing outside your door with an i-love-you note and a field of asymmetrical freckles. That was all you needed to get down on one

The Truth to LifeDo we have a purpose, is a question one will often ask
Is there a higher power out there, some greater task
The truth will hurt many, not only a few
People have a hard time dealing with that which is true
There is nothing greater that watches your back
Deal with it, stop crying and build your own stack
You are responsible for the life that you lead
It is not someone else's fault when you don't get what you need
If one wants the stars, they must be grabbed by one's own hand
Nothing in life is freely given there is no promised land

So the question remains, why are we here
For those without faith, the answer is painfully clear
We liv

fall to intangibility with me
You're just one of those lionhearted rarities; distinct in this world of fast-moving heartbeats and electric cacophony. For every key you touch is another second of pending and disquieted love. One of those ethereal extinctions; before everyone turns their eyes on you you've already flown away.

I stand watching under your dim balcony behind a happy façade; Watching you like a dream catcher. Because I keep cotton clouds in glass jars and paint my world in shades of white and write your name in the spaces between my fingertips.
Weeks are rigid borders like prison barring minutes in; and cliffs made of metal;
I watch you laugh and fr

what is love?you feel a finger prodding the back of your head, and you look up from your book and turn to face the man behind you. he peers down at you from his position on the couch, head in hands, propped up on elbows. taking his weight off one hand, he points to all five features on your face and names them in heavily accented English.

you smile.

"i see the name game really worked out for you."

and you turn back to your book. but you feel another prod.

"what is love?" his English makes your heart jump a little.

you look at him for a while, and he looks back at you, patiently. you rearrange yourself in front of him, pushing the book away, thinking

A Best Friend's LoveYou're hurt,
I can see that.
You're crying,
I can hear that.
You're in pain,
I can feel that.
You think your heart's broken,
When really it's not.
He may have left you,
But I have not.
He may have loved you,
As you love him.
But this is the present,
And that was the past.
This is now.
That was then.
I'm here for you now
Like I've always been.
Wiping your tears,
Holding you close,
Thinking that you're the one I love most.
Just let go,
And forget
All the pain
And the suffering
That was caused because of him.
I'll help and support you through love's unfair battles,
Help you learn that love never lasts.
It burns out

boy who belongs to the sunhe asked me once, 'are you afraid to die?' and i didn't know how to answer. i'd like to say that i am; that it scares me more than anything else, but i can't help but think that the world becomes a better place when you die. i told him i wasn't and he stared out the window at the dark street. resting his head against the slightly-frosted window pane, he breathed 'neither am i'
-
we're all just dying, though, don't you think? we're not living, we're dying. every day is another day we won't ever get back and another day that we won't ever remember. at least we're dying together, though. at least we can say that we've spent time watching our l

I'll Try... to Fix You"Tears stream down your face...
And I will try to fix you."

I cannot
promise...

that
I can help
or
I will help.

All I can
promise...

is
that I will
try.

And I'll
try
hard.

Be Here For Me.I'm dying inside,
crying inside,
and one one sees
that I've been lying all of this time
about the way I feel;
my soul will never heal.
But no one thinks
that it's a very big deal.
Everyone just passes me by
as I look up to the sky
and no one realizes
that I'd love to be that high;
to jump from above
and fly like a dove.
All I want
is just to be loved.
So please just hold me,
and I swear my love will be free
and maybe you'll understand
that forecer together I want us to be.

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To do WithoutTwo worlds intertwined,
The good and the bad,
A choice to be made,
For the shamed and the glad.

The dark side does tempt me,
With its knight clad in foil,
A desire for now,
A marriage to soil.

One comes with light,
A treasure long last,
Clad in steal he does tempt,
A shadow he casts.

Which side will win?
Over my mind, and my heart,
I desire both,
But I cannot split apart.

I shall choose a side,
For which I know will win out,
But my heart will always long for,
The one I do without.

What to doI don't understand,
these feelings that I have.
To love you though I hate you,
With no idea what to do.

You think I do not know,
What to think or what to do,
But maybe,
I just don't want to lose you yet.

You have meant so much to me,
and now to let you go,
Would tear my heart apart,
and leave me with none.

If you were not there,
I would be dry, and empty,
Just an outer shell,
Invisible to the outside world.

I wouldn't want to live,
But I know I would.

Broken by the Unattainable.To love someone you can’t have,
Is to me torn apart, and shattered inside.
To be broken to pieces and constantly cried.

To reach out with no hope,
Of touching his hand,
To be under true loves constant demand.

With no chance of a future,
With no hope in mind,
A cure to the problem you search to find.

Tried Tried again,
And yet constantly failed,
You’re heart bares the marks of being constantly nailed.

Ripped apart is your oppressors dream,
To scar you, to tear you,
No fool do they seem.

You’re hardly aware,
As they tie up the knot,
It tightens you heart,
it’s what you had fought.

They tug and they pull,

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Jealousy

by ~togivefrom, Jul 20, 2007, 8:45:15 AM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Traditional Fixed Forms

Jealousy kills you,
With every ache.
You keep your mouth shut,
Your smile is fake.

You say it's okay,
When really it's not.
It makes you sick,
But it's these thoughts you fought.

You feel the heat in your shoulders,
your hands start to shake,
You keep to yourself,
as you silently wait.

You deal with the pain,
with each word you write,
Thinking nice thoughts,
To help your mind fight.

Your stomach is turns,
You feel you should die,
But you breathe a breath in,
and you try not to cry.

It's really not bad,
this lie that you made,
To help you fight through,
As the feeling will fade.

Jealousyby ~togivefrom

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Traditional Fixed Forms

I wrote this to help me deal with a little jealousy issue I was having with this girl...who is a friend of my friend....

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~BritishGentlemanOz May 5, 2013 New member Student Traditional Artist

Mhmm.

~JeenBriz Apr 21, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

i feel u

~Axilery Mar 23, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

This is exactly how I feel... I have a crush on this girl, but she's with someone else... That lucky son of a bitch.

~PhoenixSkywriter Mar 10, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Thanks so much.

Recently I went through a messy breakup and he already has someone new and I am sick with jealousy...

So I need this. Badly.

*Taigan Mar 6, 2013

I needed to read this today. Thank you.

~artymista Feb 8, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

beautiful. It describes every thought and thing that happens when I get jealous. Which is often. Why? I don't want to be, I want to be friends with this person. But why? Why must I feel this way? I can't control it and I'll just have to bare it until the one being stolen realizes.

~ShyButterflyLove Nov 24, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I'm a really jealous person I just realized. I hate it, it's awful. I'm jealous at those who are so loved, because I can't get that love. I just want to scream. >.<

~miiabeL Oct 7, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

i relate like no other
you just spoke the words i was unable to express

~Vohcaz Sep 9, 2012

Exactly how I feel right now. I am sick and tired of nearly everyone on deviantart being so much better at art than I and sometimes ill come across people saying that their total newbies at art like me when their art is still better than mine. I could go on ranting and raging for ages about how my drawings look like total ass cancer but I wont.

Brilliant poem, very well writen and discribed my feelings exactly. One of the worst feelings imaginable in my opinion.

~GinPhin509 Aug 21, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Amazingly written. Pictures the exact emotions. Bravo.

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